I’m testing my site because it got messed up awhile back and I lost several posts. Today, I’m testing to see if this post will be sent out.

I’m also trying to repost the rest of the missing posts. Hopefully they won’t  be resent to you. If they are, just delete them.

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So it’s been interesting living without Leland. I’ve been doing ok, just still have times I miss him to the point of inactivity. I am not out and about. I’m still unpacking the storage shed boxes and giving away a lot of my past.

That attitude took awhile to get to – then one day I realized, most of the boxes are full of our life. My past. Not going into my future. And I became ready to let go.

I know he’s in heaven. I’ve learned that those who are there absolutely do not want to come back.

They are in a land of LOVE, peace, and no pain. That kind of made me mad for a bit because he left me here to function without him. I’m OK now but for awhile there I was jealous and angry.

I’m going to end this for now to run a check to see if this gets sent out. I’ve missed reading your many blogs and am going to get back to reading them. 

Thanks for all the encouraging words to me over the years. They really did help tremendously.